back on the road again...

Saturday, December 10, 2005

though i used to find religions redundant, but now i've converted. but that isnt because of influence of my boyfriend or whatsoever. many people doubted my faith and said it's because my boyfriend is a christian that's why i became one. that is not true. im in a methodist school now. used to be in a catholic school. went to church when i was young. this is so not the first time i came close to christianity. ive been in my own personal quest for the search of God in my life since i dont know how long ago. it is not because of my boyfriend or my friends or what that i became a christian. the 1st thing many people ask when they knew that im a christian now is, "is it because of the people in church?" or "is it because of your boyfriend?" i will never covnert to a religion because of people. what's the point if i do that and have no faith in that religion? that's bullshit. and then one asked if i love my bf more or if i love God more. because apparently this person thinks im under the influence of my boyfriend that's why i embraced God. though i said that i wanted to read the bible to understand my bf's religion more, it doesnt mean that cause of him, i converted. if i read the bible and dont believe, i still wont convert.
but then again, to stand on other ppl's point of view, maybe that's what everything seemed like. but just clarifying that it isnt true. it may be because God finds it saddening that i used to find God redundant in my life, that's why He sent people to me to share their faith. at the end of everything, it's still my choice.

my USB port is dying. my mouse that is attached to the USB port doesnt work. then the this mesage popped up on my monitor. " USB device not recognised. one of the USB devices attached to this computer has malfunctioned. for assistance, click this message." loL.

God bless =)

2:24 PM