Saturday, July 29, 2006

"Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends."
1 cor 13:4-8

9:37 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Respectful Director

just move ur mouse over the colours. they represent what i am. im more masculine than feminine.that's what i tell everyone and nobody believes. the slightly high trust is wrong though. i have low trust.

the full report is below:

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=VUDQiuoOPkRsacb-PC-DACAD-8a48&u=e75431c34a80

2:20 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i found the answers to the question i asked at the end of the previous entry. the whether u can love 2 people at the same time thing. check it out at http://www.xeromag.com/fvpoly.html
i guess the best analogy for this is that anyone who are parents with a few kids would know that it is possible to love many people at the same time and most importantly, loving them all equally. im not talking about the way u love ur friends. not friends, but lovers and such.
taken frm the web:"How can you stand knowing your lover is with someone else? Don't you feel like maybe they're better in bed than you are?" The long answer to that question is very complex. The short answer is simple: It doesn't matter. It's not a contest.
this web has really opened my mind. polygamous relationships isnt abt unfaithfulness or cheating, cause everyone agrees to this arrangement. it's not about sharing ur love among many people. it's about having many hearts to love everyone whole heartedly.amazing. but weird. i wldnt go through this. finding that this polygamous or polyamorous relationship really do exist made me super paranoid and scared.kind of.what if my boyfriend finds out that he is capable of having two lovers??an individual CANNOT know for sure if he is capable of it unless it HAPPENED. oh no.dont ever want it to happen but there's is no guarantee!! who knows one day, i may found out that i belong to such a group of freaks.

saw this on the web too: Jealousy is most common when somebody feels insecure, mistreated, threatened, or vulnerable in a relationship. If you feel secure in a relationship, you don't get jealous. Jealousy is not the problem; jealousy is the SYMPTOM of the problem.
well dont ask why i put this. just an after thought maybe.
the web says if you feel jealous, ask yourself if the jealousy is a rational one and that something is really brewing up in the relationship. or the jealousy is just serving itself, meaning killing yourself unnecessarily, because there is no cause for feeling jealous. but what im thinking is that, how would you really know if something is brewing?what if u think that u're just feeling jealous irrationally, but in reality, there really is something? hmm.

i think so much. way too much.

10:04 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

hey peeps. sorry have not been blogging. so busy these few weeks and the many weeks ahead. prelims n alvls exams n tests and all that. im having like 5 tests a week. dreadful.
i received my 140bucks prize money! going to save as much of it as possible. i'll treat my darling zac to something first. although i bought a pair of heels today already. oops. it's nice and on discount. im so cheapskate. i'll pounce on any discounts. oh no GSS ending this sunday. i mourn.

food for thought: can someone ever love 2 people romantically at the same time WITHOUT compromising his/her love for his/her original bf/gf? can someone who is attached already like someone else and not love his/her spouse any lesser? hmm.

11:08 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

went over to zac's house today =) saw the little birdie that he picked up on sunday. it was lying at the bottom of the mrt track. zac thought it was injured so he brought it home. think it fell frm the mrt. it's a little birdlet.(to jo: piglet, birdlet, lamblet. get it? haha) okay it's a baby bird. cant fly. so it fell. poor thing..luckily zac picked it up. so i was at his house, and the little bird made so much noise! it's terribly cute. brownish greyish in colour. not like the adult black birds. it's feathers are more like fluffy things. and all it does is open its mouth when u go near it, squeak SUPER loudly, like it's crying for food. so cute. u have to feed it. zac mixed bird food with water to feed it. i was using a straw to feed water to it. so cute! it cant drink or eat on its own. must be fed. sooo cute! for the 10th time, it's really cute! =) then zac said i forgot abt my fishes. okay they're his but i call them mine. cause i like the cute fat round goldfishes. but they died. so i dont care about the other fishies anymore.hmph.

i love the little birdie! <333

9:33 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

comments.
it's not true! i dont let my eyes wander....if they do,i know my heart stays n doesnt wanders.
my dominance is low? hahaha.
hmm i think i do believe in one soulmate though. the one true love concept.
i never felt smothered with my baby now. <3333>

12:38 PM

hmmm the quiz headings all dont show. cause my background is black and so are the fonts.

12:34 PM

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

mmmm that's my fave cookie. choc chips! the more choc chips the better.

12:31 PM

You Are 32% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

12:29 PM

You Are a Strawberry Margarita

You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you...
It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple!

What Flavor Margarita Are You?