Friday, March 24, 2006
Miss Independent
Miss Self-sufficient
Miss Keep-your-distance
Miss Unafraid
Miss Out-of-my-way
Miss Don't-let-a-man-interfere
Miss On-her-own
Miss Almost-grown
Miss Never-let-a-man,-help-her-off-her-throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'd never ever feel rejected
Little Miss Apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in Love
What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door
Surprise...It's time
To feel what's Real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need for me to miss him
Goodbye � on you
Real Love� is true.
Misguided Heart
Miss Play-It-Smart
Miss If-you-wanna-use-that-line-you-better not-start,
But she miscalculated
She didn't want to end up jaded
And Miss Miss-decided-not-to-miss-out-of-true-love
So, by changing a misconception
She went in a new direction
And found inside she felt a connection
She fell in Love
What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door
Surprise�. it's time
To feel what's Real What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need for me to miss him
Goodbye� on you
Real Love� is true.
Why Miss Independent walked away?
No talk for Love that came her way
She looked in the mirror, and thought today
what happened to Miss No-longer-afraid
What took some time for Love to see how beautiful Love could truly be no more talk of what can that "be" mean I'm so glad I finally feel....
What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door
Surprise .... it's time
To feel� what's Real What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need for me to miss him
Goodbye� on you
Real Love� is true.
miss independent-kelly clarkson.
this song just kind of struck a chord in my heart.
11:07 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
tralalala im happy today! cause it's my 18th birthday. i can watch m18 movies legally, w/o being sneakish, buy alcohol and what not.
so many things happened today! thanks and many thanks to all who wished me happy bday, gave me prezzies, handshakes and made my day. people like: dearest zac, delphine, divian, jo, nigel, LC, shanwen, monique, mich, shuhui, kailin, cheewei, weihan, yiren, neville =) and i dont know if i left anyone out.
best of all...jade! she called me from australia this morning to wish me happy bday! im so touched! my day sure started off perfectly.
to zac: u shldnt have stayed up to wish me happy bday. hmm. sorry u were so tired!
i got many prezzies! got a beautiful watch (and many kisses) frm zac, a wonderful phonecall from jade, a burberry bikini from del and divian(though its pink), HUGEEEE pencilcase, notebook and feathery pen from jo, damn nice dice from nigel and many smses and well wishes.
del n div wrapped the bikini in so many layers of paper. i wanted to tear off one layer per lesson, but by the 3rd period, i cldnt stand it anymore and ripped the whole thing off. haha.
after school, del, div, zac and i went to seoul garden to eat our guts out. we were all gluttons. cause we all skipped breakfast and lunch. i ate breakfast lunch and dinner all in one full meal. thks to zac for the treat. <3.
zac n div went to take a walk halfway during eating at seoul garden. so del and i were just talking. when we realised that zac n div took reeeeallly longgg, zac suddenly appeared with a cake! it was a really small cake with one candle but it was sooooo sweet =))) then they sang me a birthday song. so embarrassing but im really happy. was almost tearing.
thanks to everyone who made my day! i love you all!
God bless =))
8:02 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
the whole world seems to be crashing down on me. but im going to be strong. my birthday is coming and i want to be happy on my birthday.
this whole week is too much for me to bear.i have 3 tests, got my chinese alvls results back. i did the worst i can ever do for a government exam. C5. i never did so badly for chinese in my life. not counting the rare times in sec sch. i could usually count on chinese but it seemed to turn its back on me. i studied! c5 is like the big blow. my mum flipped. she got so strict with me that i seem to suffocate. she's like shouting at me to study chinese every night though im really tired and i need my sleep.cause i have to retake my chinese paper. then i go to sch on thurs n friday, zombified. totally exhausted. so i ponned bio lec with other ppl to play scrabble in class. abit out of point. but yea.
my grandma is leaving. like leaving this world. like right now. yea. the final showdown of the week before i lose my mind. and my mum didnt even allow me n my bro to go visit her for the last time. my mum just left home for the hospital. she told me to stay home to study.
10:00 PM
