back on the road again...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

went running last evening with my brother. we ran down bukit batok road, down bukit timah, then turned into bukit batok east, down gombak station there then back to bukit batok road and then home. it felt like forever. took us 1.5 hours to run. thought i ran super long, but after calculating the distance, it was only 12.2km. how can i join a marathon? running this distance already made me so bored.

im still down. sigh.

1:13 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

I'm so freaking shocked at my results. Not because they're good. Sigh.
I hate MCQs. I realised my 3 worst papers are 100% MCQ or 80% MCQ. Those papers with essays I did okay. I just cannot do MCQs! Since JC i realised that i always fail my MCQ section, or do badly. Im so fickle when it comes to shading my answers. I always think and think and end up over-thinking. argh. so frustrated.

Trying to get my mind off these things..I could burst into tears anytime. I was on the bus home from town just now and I kept blinking back tears. This is like one of those times where i hate the whole world, where nothing seems to be right at all. Sucks. I should have joined the sundown marathon. Now is the time when i feel the most willing to inflict pain on myself. I also yearn for a long long long run to forget everything....

10:05 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009

exams are over!! from wednesday.

thursday i went to work for a day as magazine distributor. super tiring job that left me with muscle aches all over. i think the company is pretty dumb. they always drop off the magazines away from our distribution point. hence we have to carry the hundreds of magazines from the collection point to our distribution point. those who read magazines regularly should know how heavy magazines are. just one copy. imgaine having to transfer 800 copies each shift. i have 3 shifts. in between shifts there're office distribution. have to lug another few hundred copies to deliver to the offices. totally SHAG!!! but the pay is not bad. that's why i didn't mind subjecting myself to some torture. each shift takes about 1 hour or less. including office delivery, total work hours are around 5 hours. im paid $70. =D

yay yay now is shopping, manicure, facial time!! plus ice skating, maybe rock climbing, running etc... =D i need to work la. but i hate work. im lazy... just want to slack forever!!

11:18 PM