Thursday, August 31, 2006
yeeehaa! prelims just ended two days back.thank God for listening to my fervent prayers for perseverance n bringing me thru this crazy period. well im not that happy really.im just so apprehensive about the upcoming a levels.im totally unprepared and i was thinking what can i do in the next 60days before the alevels,to secure a few distinctions.chem n bio are definitely manageable now. math! math is the bane of my life. always has been since i was like..5? i cant do vectors n complex numbers. no. totally no. asked my bro for help and he said those are the 2topics he suck at too.he still got an A for math cuz he probably gets every other question in the exam right.
prom night at ritz carlton!usual place for acjc.90bucks tickets.ouch.gotta book by the table thou.and i have difficulty in finding 10ppl for the class table.most people dont wana go!im so surprised.i thought everyone wld look forward to prom night.we get to choose the theme.out of 4choices, i chose the ballroom thingy theme.other themes are like chocolat(what the hell is this about) and elizabethen theme.those ancient mediavel times where u gotta dress like u just stepped out of a shakespeare's play.so i guess the ball theme is the best.hmm im kind of thinking like cinderella.what to wear to the ball?cause my evil mum(not stepmother thou) wont let me wear too nice.cause she thinks im a sch kid.KID.not allowed to wear too grown up clothes =( im 18!! argh.not 8..
watched pretty persuasion ystd.it's okay only.cuz only at the last minute of the movie u find out kimberly's real purpose for sueing the teacher for sexual harrasment.she's evil.period.
today's devotion (im kind of behind the devotion schedule so it's actually devotions for july26!oops.im more than a month behind.oh well) "give me neither poverty nor riches--feed me with the food allotted to me." proverbs 30:38 contentment is realising that God has already given me all i need.
grace be with you. =)
10:25 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
something has been bothering me for MONTHS. i dont know why im bothered by it. tried to sort out my thoughts and feelings, trying to push it aside, but it just comes back to haunt me. WHY WHY WHY??!?!? i dont want to be bothered by it. but it creeps back to me more often than not. i dont know why im feeling this way. im so bothered by it sometimes that i cry. im trying to find out why so i can let it go once and for all. but i cant think of any reason why. argghhh. i gotta file this under "emotional baggage" and come back to it after prelims.
talking about prelims, i dont think i'll be blogging anymore until after prelims which is last day of august. cya then.
7:18 PM
