back on the road again...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

the time bomb exploded and... phew. im satisfied with my results although my parents arent. they should be, because with my results, i think i can go to most courses in uni. why arent they happy? because im not one of the top students. argh. by now they should know that im not some overachieving geek.
anyway i have to thank God for my results. though many of my friends did way better than me, i have to be satisfied with this because that's what God wants for me, which also means i dont deserve any better than what i got. all i ask now, is for God to reveal his future plans for me, and to direct me throughout university, including what courses to apply for. uni application is important. i dont want to end up taking a course i dont want. but now im not sure what courses to take, or which uni offers a better course programme. what a pain.

tomorrow is my 19th birthday! i feel old. last year of my life with the number 1 infront of my age. i received an ecard from my bro who is studying in aus. thanks for remembering. so where's my present? lol. i miss celebrating birthdays in school. every birthday is memorable, thanks to all my friends who made it that way. my birthdays r also so fun that it doesnt even matter that my parents never remembered my birthdays. but this year, everyone is busy working, driving lessons, other committments, army etc..... but i know i can still expect something from zac, whom i know will make my day, as always. thank you so much baby, in advance. haha. love u.

9:33 PM