back on the road again...

Friday, May 22, 2009

I'm so freaking shocked at my results. Not because they're good. Sigh.
I hate MCQs. I realised my 3 worst papers are 100% MCQ or 80% MCQ. Those papers with essays I did okay. I just cannot do MCQs! Since JC i realised that i always fail my MCQ section, or do badly. Im so fickle when it comes to shading my answers. I always think and think and end up over-thinking. argh. so frustrated.

Trying to get my mind off these things..I could burst into tears anytime. I was on the bus home from town just now and I kept blinking back tears. This is like one of those times where i hate the whole world, where nothing seems to be right at all. Sucks. I should have joined the sundown marathon. Now is the time when i feel the most willing to inflict pain on myself. I also yearn for a long long long run to forget everything....

10:05 PM