back on the road again...

Thursday, November 24, 2005

im in such a comatose state these few days. food makes me sick. i hate food. esp rice. the last thing i ate was rice with dishes before i got sick with food poisoning. ahhh..

will try very hard to read the bible. zac said he got me a new bible. yay. as least it would be bigger than the one im reading now--pocket size. gives me a real headache reading it. and it's not even mine. it's my bro's.

was reading the blog of a friend of mine. kind of fell out with him due to some circumstances. i dont even know why i fell out with him. maybe it's just weird cause i knew he had feelings for me(i dont know if he still has), and i used to have feelings for him. keyword:used to. then one day i told him that im attached. honestly i dont know how he felt. i mean, at that time, i heard that he liked someone too. confusing right? sigh. but then, i saw him recently. he wrote that in his blog too. he said he felt affected by the sight of me. i dont know what that means. maybe like a rush of emotions, or nolstalgia? i dont know.
but anyway, that's not the point that i wanted to put forward here. he's feeling abit down now. kind of like dont know what to do in life, no aims, no goals. he wrote in his blog that he felt out of the world, like he isnt needed. maybe he shld approach God. everyone as a purpose in life, as i've learnt. so no one is here for no reason, and thus, no one is redundant. yea. i pray that he'll be all right. he would be able to find comfort in God and may the Lord give him directions in life. many people feel lost at one point or other. yea.

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