back on the road again...

Sunday, March 05, 2006

the whole world seems to be crashing down on me. but im going to be strong. my birthday is coming and i want to be happy on my birthday.
this whole week is too much for me to bear.i have 3 tests, got my chinese alvls results back. i did the worst i can ever do for a government exam. C5. i never did so badly for chinese in my life. not counting the rare times in sec sch. i could usually count on chinese but it seemed to turn its back on me. i studied! c5 is like the big blow. my mum flipped. she got so strict with me that i seem to suffocate. she's like shouting at me to study chinese every night though im really tired and i need my sleep.cause i have to retake my chinese paper. then i go to sch on thurs n friday, zombified. totally exhausted. so i ponned bio lec with other ppl to play scrabble in class. abit out of point. but yea.
my grandma is leaving. like leaving this world. like right now. yea. the final showdown of the week before i lose my mind. and my mum didnt even allow me n my bro to go visit her for the last time. my mum just left home for the hospital. she told me to stay home to study.

10:00 PM