back on the road again...

Monday, September 04, 2006

so many things happened recently.i broke up with zac but got together again with him a couple of hours later.thinking of it still makes me cry though we're together again.it still makes me cry because it makes me think of how silly i was,how rash n impulsive i was.it is a feeling of great remorse and i really thank god,my lucky stars and everyone else in the world that i managed to get back with him.i initiated it in a moment of anger.i regreted it and knew that i didnt mean it once i sent that sms out.im ever grateful to zac for having me back.nothing at all can express my gratitude to him for his boundless and unconditional love and forgiveness that is uncannily christ-like.thank u Lord.and most of all,thank u zac.i love u with all my life,heart n soul.i owe it to del and div too,for listening to me and helping me talk to zac on my behalf cause he was angry n unwilling to listen to my explainations.i dont blame him.it's truely my fault and i can only thank him for forgiving me.

on a happier note,i went out with zac today.we kissed and kissed.we really missed each other after our ordeal.to me,the kisses were both familiar and sweet,yet unfamiliar and tingling.they were familiar cause i've been kissing him all the time since 15mths ago,yet unfamiliar cause we just got back together,and i felt as if they were my first kisses with him.
anyway,we ate at swensens.thanks baby for his hsbc credit card.got a free sundae worth 9bucks for buying a meal that costs 14bucks =))) is it worth it or what? *beams*

baby,i really do want to forgive her.i just need a tiny little apology frm her which will make my forgiving 100times easier.i love u sweetheart.
The best way to conquer an enemy is with the weapon of love. Forgiveness is christianity is action. "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another,tender-hearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." ephesians 4:31,32
"do not repay evil with evil or abuse with abuse; but on the contrary, repay with a blessing." 1peter3:9
"keep your conscience clear when you are maligned, those who abuse you for your good conduct may be put to shame." 1peter3:16

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