back on the road again...

Friday, June 08, 2007

went for a photoshoot at Creative yesterday. they had a new product and i was asked to go down to give it a shot. it was not bad. they let me see this shot of a girl as a guideline for my poses. then i was like, "oh shit she's so pretty. i'll never get to model their products with such steep competition." then after the whole thing, they told me that they'll do editing to my photos cause any photo taken with any camera is bound to look flat and not commercial-worthy. so they revealed the ORIGINAL photo of the girl i used for the guideline. she looks so damn ordinary. i wouldnt even call her pretty. i look better than her in my unedited photos. they changed her hair colour from black to brown, eye colour to match the hair, and i could see that they edited her eyeshape also(from slightly droopy to wide doe-eyed), and of course complexion. from an ordinary girl to gorgeous babe. i even asked the photographer, "are you sure it's the same person??" he said yes. the only resemblance i saw is the hairstyle. i think i could be a gorgeous babe after the editing too. i hope i get chosen. i want my photos back. i dont get it back if im not chosen.

today i went for my violin recital. guess what? only 2 hrs before the recital then i found out that it's INDIVIDUAL! remember how i wished there were many people playing with me?? before my turn, i was so fidgety and restless. my hands went cold and damp. i wouldnt say i played well. my hands were shaking from stage fright so i couldnt control the bow well enough, resulting in screeches and dragging across strings =( couldnt play as powerful as i normally can cause my hands were weak n shaky. argh! thanks to zac for going to support me, and staying back till late with me though it must have been super boring. i love you.

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