back on the road again...

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

two major headaches. one is i dont know why my boyfriend is upset at me, and he wont be back till tomorrow. second is my results. coming out later at midnight. OMG! these things are enough to cause me to lose sleep last night. i watched tv till super late to get myself to tire out. but failed to get tired. because my brain is just too fired up.

when i managed to get sleep, i had this weird vivid dream. i was at some market place, and there was this store selling clothes. i went in, and grabbed a few pieces to try on. all changing rooms are occupied exept one at the corner. then the sales women told me to wait for another changing room because the one at the corner is haunted. odd. then in that dream, i had this flashing image of a man cutting off his thumb. it was all bloody and super disturbing. i left the store, without buying anything. it was raining ultra heavily. i took out my umbrella, but to my dismay, the strong wind blew my umbrella out of proportion, it was flipped inside out and side ways and it looked like a piece of twisted metal in that dream. i went back to the market place, looking to buy a new umbrella. suddenly the rain stopped. i ran furiously, to somewhere, i think is home or some sheltered bus stop, scared that the crazy rain will come again. while running halfway, i saw this girl, whom i recognised as my secondary school classmate. she dropped many pieces of paper. i helped her picked them up. that either i woke up, or i cant remember the rest of my dream.

i had another dream. this is just a short snippet. i dreamt of receiving an email from my boyfriend to meet him at 3.86pm on the day he comes back. i remembered clearly. 3.86. i know there's no such time. but i've been thinking what time he's coming back 2mr, what time should i go find him. i dont know why he's upset, but i know i cannot lose him. he's too important to me.

dreams are suppose to be your subconscious mind, to reflect your heartfelt feelings rather than rational and logical thoughts from your brain. so im trying to think what this long tiring dream meant.

4:43 PM