back on the road again...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

for many many years, i've been thinking that im the sort of person that people forget after sometime. first, they forget my name because my name is simply hard to remember. then they start to forget my face. im not the type of girl who is extremely intelligent, nor those bimbotic hysterical girls, nor am i really funny. if people remember me, they remember me and someone serious. but such people are usually boring, no? im just not attention seeking in a blatant kind of way. hence, im the sort who sticks to very few people whom i can really click with, and remain friends with them for years. im not the sort with a large social circle, because as i said, people tend to forget my name after a while....
last time i was never as close to my friends as other people are, because my mum bans me from outings and impose ridiculous curfews until now. so after long school breaks, i find myself further away from my friends because i didnt hang out with them for so long, whereas they hung out with practically everyone else. that was how i lost touch with many of my friends, which is totally my mum's fault. her limitations on me really didn't enable me to have many friends. sad.

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