back on the road again...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

this Wednesday was day one of senior's camp. well, i could only attend the first day due to some of my own restrictions. however, i had fun. it gets boring sometimes though. organising camp is just not as fun as playing the games. it was tiring and hot. got sunburnt again! im so going to get skin cancer soon. anyway, camp was pretty successful. some changes to be made to the games before letting the freshmen play during FOC.

i can't believe it! i think i have never been so insulted in my life. a Christian said that im NOT emotionally and psychological INDEPENDENT. a Christian who goes running to god every time there're any difficulties. a Christian who cannot face problems without help from god. and he said im not emotionally independent. that's like the definition of pot calling the kettle black. i think religious people are so dependent on the higher being. I've been through so much without such "help". I've got a tougher childhood than most people. I've been whacked senseless by my mum while my dad watched on, not doing a thing. I've been to school with my blood on my uniform from beatings. and i didn't turn out crazy or ended up in therapy. im strong. even my brother was saying that we were lucky to survive such a horrible and loveless childhood. the only tangible love in my family is probably among me and my brothers only.

12:21 AM