Friday, July 31, 2009
Haven't blogged in a while. I really have been rotting my holidays away! In one way it feels really good not to slog my break away, but on the other hand I feel guilty. I'm not used to slacking this much. I'm so addicted to shopping! Have been so tempted to buy lots of clothing, but I always manage to persuade myself not to buy it at the very last minute. However, I'm still forever spending lots of skincare and better cosmetics, because my face is like shit. I need better skincare to improve my skin condition, plus better makeup that does not clog pores and cause MORE pimples than what I'm already suffering from. You could say that I should just not use cosmetics, but like I said my face is like shit and it looks like shit too. Need to cover up.
Freshmen orientation camp just ended a week ago. The camp name is Avenir. It's pronounced at offv-nir. Sounds a bit like Opna which is the camp name for previous year's camp. Camp is okay. I think I'm getting too old to fully integrate myself into these youngsters, though the local guys in the camp are actually my age. University matures people, so although I'm 21 and those guys are 21 too, I think the girls are more mature at this point of time.
Anyway, back to camp. My freshies are kind of quiet during the first day, but during the 2nd day's amazing race, fright night and after the sentosa games on the 3rd day, they became a noisy and enthu bunch. My og, pyrox, won many game sections, but we still didn't win the Best OG. This is not surprising. I was programmer during the previous year FOC. The points accumulated during the camp didn't really go towards choosing the best og. It's the seniors' opinions that matter in the end. It was kind of a vote thing to see which og they think is best. I'm not sure if the committee did the same thing again this year.
Last night of camp was Special Pal night (SP night). It was held at pasir ris park. It was a pretty sad event compared to Opna's SP night. Nevermind. I shall not reveal much in case my freshies read my blog and they become unhappy that the SP night wasn't great compared the previous year's.
All in all, I just felt old after the camp ended. Feel like I'm not suitable to play these games already. I'm wondering what role can I play for the next camp. Some leadership role? Hmm.
These few times that zac and I met, we sat down and talk for a long time, instead of walking around most of the time, and only sitting down to eat for a short while. Nice for a change. Our relationship needs freshing up once awhile. Sitting down to talk is a good way to get closer once again =)
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